Reminiscences of Oneiros – III

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Jean Lecomte du Nouÿ, A Eunuch’s Dream, 1874. Courtesy of the Cleveland Museum of Art (clevelandart.org)

A. Rosario del Alma

Himeros, beside his two apotheosized intimates,

takes the maiden on an odyssey to Tarifa of Iberia.

unwinding at a diner, her eyes wander the baroque-style quarters in meditation,

an abrupt thought surfaces– clausura neuroses!

the maiden turns to Himeros to address the essential, “Alabahun, banish to the land of sin”.

dismayed, alarmed, and unvexed the intimates commence a loud wrangle,

while the contempt maiden walks out towards the Pillars of Hercules.

 

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Tantalus – H. Goltzius Cornelius (1588)

B. Tantalean Punishments

An oneiric emanates with Tántalos seated upon the Elysian Alps,

his eyes shifting onto the clear-lake,

discerns the majestic hypsypops rubicundus treading Adam’s ale.

tempted, he dives onto the mere,

as Zeus casts his bane, and he vanishes onto the other side of Erda.

 

this time, amused on an unknown journey in a caravan,

while shorty the ride halts, and its crowd egresses.

inquisitive, he follows the droves of people,

onto the cold sleet- barefoot, inducing the agōn, the Ταντάλειοι τιμωρίαι!

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Charles Bridge Old Town Side – Pavel Yashine/Yachine (1950-60)

C. Bolzano’s City of Hundred Spires

the creatour finds herself with Poe’s detective,

as he lights a smoke, and hands her the scribbled map.

both leaning onto the rails of the bridge,

overlook the sun glitters and ethereal pink-cerulean skies.

in bliss, they stroll around the city of hundred spires in search of the canaries,

unearthing burghs’ parts unknown.

Plato (left) and Aristotle (right) from The School of Athens by Raffaello Sanzio.
Plato (left) and Aristotle (right)
from The School of Athens
by Raffaello Sanzio.

D. Aphḗnontas tēn Lúkeion Akadēmía

the door opens, and the creatour walks on the halls of Lyceum,

foyer full of studēns engaged in Mythopoeic legends and chatter.

a sudden abject displeasure arises,

as she glances at the groups of desultory academics and regius professors.

lust of avarice reflecting from their eyes, the essence of filius philosophorum receding,

as the fatuous and idle ones brazenly engage in baloney.

disheartened and drained, the self walks out of the academy onto the clear light,

and the oneiric crumbles.

 

-SS//25.07.2020

 

Pneuma’ Coalescence

Unreservedly wearied, the soul stood with a weighty stream of tears

as hours passed by, each minute perceived akin to an hour

she walks into the chamber of Eunomia, yearning release.

 

Eunomia & Astraea in loud dispute, pass the prejudiced plague

the soul in defeat crumbles, as the psyche in delirium behests her return to Sindhu

the colored penalty inducing psychoses in her wit takes her on an unforeseen journey from nigredo to albedo.

 

the long haul sickens her with the paranoia of the corona

anticipating chaos and demise within reach,

she melts onto her mattress with stern sedation of the enzymatic benzene.

 

a week passes by with the phobia of the corona,

as she finds herself in the kingdom of Hypomanie and deprimere

-crowned head, she creates and destructs for weeks to come.

 

the abstinence of Bhaṅgā brings back the long-forgotten reveries

hysterically aroused and startled,

she examines her reverie and hypnagogique narcolepsies for cues.

 

the syzygy emanating unabridged persona

makes her latent placated shadow self bulge out in play of Sekhmet

extrapolating her neuroses onto all and none.

 

months pass by, she floats in depths of Kirkegaadian neuroses

banishing the Mammon, mourning Aphrodite as Messalina,

holding onto the blue-eyed Athene and, iron-willed Ares.

 

one late-night, during dense contemplation

she reflects and meditates on the truth cast by the inner voice

“oh, creatour- the root of the delirium lies underneath you!”

 

enlightened, the psyche matures with jousissance

as she registers the mess as the dearth of amour-propre,

altruism towards self.

 

the inner light enunciates the elegy,

“is the self primed to welcome and devour the shadow or will it neglect and dupe itself to conclusively manifest hysteric lunacy?”

the tiny second of judgment here bases the conscious choice as the very precursor of the mental neuroses or psychoses.

 

the key to mental clarity relied on the transformation of conduct

yet the elegy could only be made implicit through time

as the self is the only true destroyer of its native resolute walls of delusions and illusions.

 

contented, she tests her elegy with the lysergic alchemy

the richness of kaleidoscopic, ample mental ecstatic trance

spoke to her in sensitivity, “creatour- do not resist, walk with life as life strolls with time!”

 

“Breathe, reflect, as sentience is what entails the nature of the universe,

create not follow, unwind and relax,

the inferno of the universe will not scar your soul if you don’t invalidate the essential i.e., self“.

-itsa2amgrunge

 

 

 

 

 

Reminiscences of Oneiros – II

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Arthurian Passages from The History of The Kings of Britain – Geoffrey of Monmouth (1848)

A. Oneroi Fæder ~ Villa Valmiki, Ballua

psyche awakens in an accustom abode

(fæder), “Awaken, awaken!

village of Valmiki, Ballua calls

Ahmiyatmou spiti demands aid”

befuddled, the self rouses in realis- astounded- perceive the face of the fæder beaming.

 

B. Oneroi Innana & Dumuzid ~ Mangal Missus

Dumuzi caresses Innana in venerus,

thereupon, corralled Enkimdu gratifying goddess Innana.

reiectus, reiectus– dimensions cambiare- another fabrica arises within the oneroi!

a missus diverts Dumuzi’s attention to a Philoi- a moment of profound glare.

long-lost facies surface,

as another missus emerges- the warrior of Mars- “سانجانه ~ in nocte consilium”.

 

C. Oneroi Mōdor ~ Altera domi

cherished conforten- my gaea,

conforter!

a tranquil shift to the walls of old domi,

the matured routine of soaring up the stairs resurfaces- son of Ya’aqobh smouldering the herb of Taina, smiling- enter the seminar.

to find an Aryan guru, illuminating Sindhu.

as a hamsa reaches from behind evoking poignant gewær!

 

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The Nightmare (Henry Fuseli, 1781)

D. Yfel Hypnagogique Narcolepsies

the body shudders, uneasy aesthet.

the old hag utters his grim- casting the loud agnostic bane.

agonizing- psychasthenia provoking, the body veiled- aches.

utter perturbation- as the petrified narcolepsy alters onto an oneroi. 

resurgence– (expunged- succinct minutiae, transiently lost) missus from the warrior of Mars!

in ictu oculi – the bewildered psukhē awakens.

-ss//21-22.04.2020

 

Reminiscences of Oneiros – I

I. The Aqua-Marinā eyed Muse

reminiscence- a bosom site, a cherished abode

my aqua marinā eyed muse,

with the sincere comfort and love in her Uranus eyes,

lets me rest my deprimere head on her læppa.

an amicable sense of peace and calmness enriches my core and soul in unison.

oh! like Mariam & Laila,

the unus here- love and understanding.

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Himeros and Paris, Athenian Red-Figure Amphora (5th BC)

II. The Disdain of the Himeros

a white bedroom- brightly luminescent, evokes the memor

another familiar face- a fresh feeling surges from behind,

the Himeros. 

the Min-  daunting eyes; runs his lusty hands, down my gut.

i quiver- fleeting to the other fabrica of the oneiric.

an epiphany eventuates within the unconscious realm of my psukhē

the flesh aches for strācian, yet not from the escandle Himeros.

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Calle Mayor – Gato Frias (2017)

III. Calle Mayor- Anamnesis of the Sui Generis Dreamscape

Another oneroi, another intimate face- this time, of a long-forgotten shadow.

together, the duo stroll through the Calle Mayor, as old flashbacks of Madrid rejuvenates within the sui generis dreamscape.

at last, the awaited promise is contented- in the transcendental state of consciousness,

till the psyche awakens in Sindhu.

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From inside Tindaya Mountain, Fuerteventura – Lebbel Art

IV. Juniper Montaigne, and the Cavus of Protegere

this time, a profound oneroi- which the memor upon consciousness- expunged (succinct minutiae, transiently lost)

the visions captivate the lush-green mountains packed with junipers, orchids, and cedars.

an unusual moment unfurls- rocks rolling down, obscure humaine-figures scaling heights, rest running in anxiety.

an abrupt change occurs in the dream-vision- I find myself in a cave.

hiding, seeking asylum beneath the vast aperire of the cavus,

as slowly the dimensions of the oneroi crumbles to pieces.

 

-ss//10.04.2020